chronically feeling 

~ not good enough 

~ like being too emotional, too naive, basically too much 

~ insecure with my body (actually hating her most of the time)

~ small and weak in my softness and sensitivity 

~ afraid of speaking my truth, of setting boundaries & of asking for what I desire

~ unlovable, unsafe and not belonging

~ disconnected from my sexuality, pleasure, life-force and true self…

I now know that coming back home to my body and remembering the higher truth of who I am and why I am here, has been most important in order to heal from my eating disordered behaviour, self hatred and depression and to recover from my mom’s death, deep heartbreaks and childhood wounds.

On my journey, with the support of amazing guides, teachers, space holders & close loved ones, I learned to reclaim my softness, my slowness, my sensuality, my creativity, my truth & my voice while seeing the POWER in all of it, that’s always been there. 

Today, I am still on my way, like we all are. But I am feeling deeply grateful for all that I have been through until today. I have learned so much and I still have so much hunger for more.